Lots has changed and lots has stayed the same since I last posted. I've deferred university, got a job, started to quit smoking, lost some weight, dyed my hair and dyed it back and a big horrible chapter in my life that I'd rather not ever remember has end. I still think about Matt what feels like every minute and it makes me sad all day. We are friends now, I guess. I'm hoping for the best, I just have to ride this out for a while. I keep listening to sad music a lot and I don't think it's helping.
When I started writing this I thought I had more to say.
